One thing leading to another

Friday,Feb 26
Just one entry that I wrote .. now that only Manav is following my blog ..I think its more of a personal diary ..coz he anyways knows what I will write...or may be not!! lets see

So Friday it is .. and all of us.. the private employess .. rather IT ppl are on the verge of our WEEKEND.. how many smiles the word itself brings.. I wonder; to me even 2 days seem short .. and my dad (and many like him ) has managed his whole life with a single-day weekend ...And never shown any urge for a holiday/vacation... How we have spent our lives cribbing about his work and timings .. infront of him ,not infront of him and he has just stayed silent .. only leading us to crib about his silence too !!!

Silence .. i believe has huge power ... to attract both peoples' jibes and respect. I have never possessed the same so cant say if its self-fulfilling too .. Must be though I believe:):)

Beliefs..the basis of our lives ..But actually how many of us have any "original" beliefs... Our beliefs are generally the successors of our parents beliefs .. some other rational/revolutionary ones are suppressed at one time or the other by personal inhibation, fear of society/family/being a lone-believer in something.And the only courageous ones who dare to do so make history .... successful or not ..worshiped or not .. but yeah they are remembered by generations.

This leads me to think .. what do I believe in ..hmm lemme see.,need to give it a thought .. I believe in

1. Non-violence .. but i kill mosquitoes and other insects .. eat egg ,wear silk and leather etc etc
2. Respect for elderly : But have nt helped anyone except my own family oldies
3. Being happy : yes I have been except for sometimes when I have been temporarily depressed
Now this is takin me long ..God ..do only I have such a tiny belief-system or everyone s the same ???/
mm hmm hmmmm
4. yeah Love for my city,state,country : yeah i never bitch about them.. m proud of dem

wednesday March3 .. continues

5. Optimism : yeah im very positive and dreamy ... dream bout the bestest things in life n stay happy .. may be thats why even without much accomplishment I stay happy coz I dream ,feel it and be satisfied.. :(

Cant think of anything else....

what I can think of right now is actually the lack of accomplishment in my life.. i wanna do so much .. could have done so much .... be a good writer or a speaker or a social-activist or a lawyer ...But did nothing of it .. Still the optimist inside me tells me .. Its not the end of the tunnel ..and so I will re-start and re-invest myself into things , give it a shot and be able to say finally "I gave something my best" :)
Amen !!!